there is school tomorrow.
i miss my parents terribly.
changi airport's coffee bean, seem to have become my new home. haha
i'm there like practically almost everyday. haha

what is perserverance? its when every step you take hurts a lot,
but you still push yourself to go further.

enjoy your hols everyone.

toodles.
*no, You never give up on me.*

  
the p'rents are gonna leave for abc in a few hours.
bet most of the ppl who are going to abc tmr are excitedly doing last min packing now.
how i wish to be one of them.
a quick get away, like i've been doing for the pass years.
but no. i have sch tmr.
n levels this year and not a lot of confidence in myself.

while watching facing the giants ytd.
it brought me back to the 1st time i watched it, netball training camp 07.
all the memories started flooding me.
all the time the team fought so hard tgt and all.
reminding ourselves how much we wanted it, how much it meant to us.
every tear and sweat that was put into giving our best for the team.
every hug, every cheer, every scream, every jump for joy, every tear of disappointment.
i miss it all. i really do.
miss how we stood tgt defending each other from the rest of the world.
i want to go back to then.
team outing soon?

so this year is kinda a deciding year in my life.
and honestly, i'm scared like hell.
i've decided to place it into God's hands.
and what do i do since its already in God's hands?
prepare my fields for rain.
this year will be a good year. 

bye
*i will chose to listen and believe the voice of truth*

do you know that barney is actually an elephant? yea believe me its as true as
cars singing 'bah bah black sheep'. omg did i mention that i eat peanut butter bubble gums for
dinner? like how cool is that. i dont really like where we're going in the conversation i'm having now.
i bet jay jay the jet plane didnt have to go through this. oh well, at least barbie is having fun with ken.
i feel like riding a motorcycle now. what if the dead sea one day vanishes? jordy just farted. oh! i talked to dora today and she asked me if i wanted to go exploring with her and her mokey. i just said that team rocket wanted me to go on an journey to the east. i'm reading a book called forever changes. nutella loses to maple syrup hands down. lollipops grow in quill's grand father's orchid. the song eenie meenie keeps repeating in my head. theres gotta be more to live than chasing down every temporary high.

hehe
goodnight.
*in every change, i want You to be the core*